Grateful for my size

“Alex you’re fat now oo”. “Alex you keep on adding weight what’s up?”  “Alex you should lose this weight now”. Thats what I’ve gotten used to hearing these days. Honestly it’s made me lose some level of self esteem in myself. I look at myself in the mirror and I’m like “I’m so unattractive now”. 

I won’t say I’m fully confident in my skin now because it’s not as easy as it sounds, but I’m grateful for my body, I’m grateful for my scars, I’m grateful for my size (I’m not that big but most people aren’t used to me being the way I am now). I’m just grateful and I have accepted that we grow every day; physically, mentally, spiritually and so on and we have to be willing to accept the change. I’m not perfect but who is? Let’s learn to be confident in our own skin cause they’re loads of people out there who want what you have. Let’s be grateful.